Being Loved by Two

By Whitecloud

Being loved by two different men has it challenges, but it is also bliss. I am married to a man that I love, respect and admire with all my heart, and I never wish to lose what he gives me each and ever day. I serve yet another that I love in a different manner from the one I am married. I deal with the challenges of this but I can say it is a dream come true. Both men love me and care for me in different manners, yet it works. It works for us and only we can judge that for ourselves. This is just the way that it is and life will never be the same ever again. But this is a good way to have things; change can be a good thing. I have changed many things in the way that I think, learn and grow, and this way is better, in fact it is the best of all. Everything that I do is out of loving you both, no one other then you two can make me feel this way. Loving you both has made my life the most beautiful place to be right now. The more that I am with you both the more I feel drawn to being the all that I can become.

I know and understand this does not work for many people, but we have found that it works for us. We can all enjoy each other as we spend time together and do things together. We do things at times not as a unit and this works well. I can relate with them both in different manners, and this allows me to keep growing and learning as well to have complete harmony within myself, WOW what a feeling. Can you both hear my drums beating? I hope so and I hear you both loud and clear, and I love hearing the sounds I keep hearing each and every day. I am not ashamed to say that I think of you both each day and that you shine bright in my mind each day. I do not regret what we have, thank you. If I had to ever do it again I would do it just the same, as I do love and cherish you both. I can see it all when I look into both your eyes, and the spark that is there the love and the caring; I never want to lose this.

Life is full of challenges and we all need to come to a realization with what works for us, and what we really need in our life. I understand myself well as do both of the men that are a part of my life. There are times for different things along the roads that we all walk. My husband is there for me no matter what I need, and I am blessed with the joys of serving to expand a different part of me. I respect his decisions for the aspects of my life, for I am married to him and he does have the major places in my daily life.

I am who I am and I have different needs, just as the men in my life do. I have struggled for a long time with this, and I ask how can this be. But I am no longer lost between to distant shores. I am myself and I need to reach and meet the needs that come from as well with this. I am at a place I do not need to be lost any longer, and I owe it to them both. No more lonely parts with in me. I can love them both, and life in a world of being loved in two very different ways as I do. I am I and I am no longer lost and I know why, I am happy and complete. I will give them both all I have to honor them and make them complete, as we all make this work and hold it true in our lives. The empty void is gone, and I can have true inner peace.

Years from now, I know that we will still all be the best of friends, and I never wish to walk from them. I love them both and they both hold a place in my life and always will. I understand this world we live in is hard but love keeps us together, growing and bounding more each day. I will want them both years from now just as I love them both as I sit here tonight. I know we will meet the struggles along the way but the flames will not die, we will grow, learn and I will feel the same as I do tonight, loving them both.

Life is a storm but now I will never be lost again. Just as a storm never last forever, but I have their hands in mine to walk me down the roads that life holds. Every road we walk down will always be looking for the truth, and for what is best for us all. Loving two men in yet so different ways makes me shine. I am a star that is not going out, but beaming in delight that I am so loved. Love last as long as we all work on it and I will work and do more work to keep this feeling that I have right now. To have this understanding and this love to grow in me each and every day, that has made me complete.

Take it easy, allow me to grow, and touch me easy, we have time; take it, make it slow, and let our feelings grow. I am yours, and I will tell you time and time again this for you both make me strong. You allow my heart to sing, you allow me to be free and complete, to stop questioning all in my life. Please never let me down as you both hold my strong. I see the shimmers in both your eyes at different times, it gives me the warm fuzzies, and I just want to jump in your arms, for I tell you both that I am yours. I am yours to both of you in yet different manners. In different walks of life as we tread together. We have so much we give to each other, yet have so much that we just do for each other in different ways. I never knew that life could be this complete and I owe it to you both. Thank you for the understanding and for all that you do. You are so different from each other, but you challenge me to grow and to become better each and every day. No one can ask for more than that. Nothing else matters for we have opened ourselves to live in a walk of life that works for us, and I will always love you both.

I open myself this way and I have to trust them both and I have found that in them both. I can hold on to something else new each day, but I make it through all life holds out to me. I could not do this if it where not for the two men in my life. I thank you both for your understanding and for what you give me each and every day. Thanks for meeting the challenges that come our way head on. You both give me so much you allow me to be more then I ever foresaw I could become. You keep me safe from all that comes at us, thank you for your love and devotion. I will be committed to you both and devoted in different ways to the relationships that we hold. You both make my life so much better then I have ever dreamed that it could be, and I hold you both dear and love you with all that I am. Bless you for guiding me, directing me and for just loving me. May I love you both with all I have to give, to give you both what you need of me in your lives. We have no wasted emotions as we grow today and next week and in the time that is in front of us. Keep sharing all you have and want in and with me and I will keep loving you both with all that I am.

Thank you both so much for loving me so very much, I could never ask for more.

By Whitecloud