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Age Play: Kindergarten Girl (5-6 yrs. old)
by
Little Girl Lost
One of the most vulnerable and innocent types of age
play I like to engage in is the Kindergarten girl. She
is 5 or 6 years old and bright eyed. She is past potty
training and babyish behavior but she is still very much
a vulnerable child ready to curl up on your lap and listen
to stories. She sees adults as heroes and endless suppliers
of wonder and fun. She is very confident but can be very
shy at times around strangers. I think that it appeals to
me to play such a little girl because it allows me to safely
be innocent... innocent in a way I never truly was. It is
fun to sink into a world of make-believe where everyone is
your friend, your Daddy is your hero, and nothing bad ever
ever happens that isn't fixed in the end. As an adult, I
am rather a cynic... as a REAL child, I think I was even
more so. It is nice to escape then... into a world of
frivolity and kindness... if only for awhile.
Clothing
I like all types of clothing at this age. I, unfortunately,
haven't been in enough situations where I have been able to
play this girl so I don't have much of anything to wear for
it. I think my favorite bit of clothing at this age that I
own currently is a pair of pink long john style night clothes
with a bit of floral fabric on them. They seem very much like
children's footie pjs. They seem a bit more "grown up"
though... like a young girl trying very hard to be sophisticated
in her own childish way. Wearing these slightly oversized pjs
with nothing but bare feet makes me feel indisputably six
years old again. I feel like I want to be read a story and
tucked into bed when I wear them. I also like my blue silky
(almost sheer) blue nightgown that has the feel of a child's
nightie. It seems like some indulgent piece of clothing that
a good father would buy his pretty child. Other fun things
to wear would be a type of denim jumper, overalls, skirts
and sweater sets, and pretty soft childish dresses.
Underneath, I would like to wear training bra style,
simple white bras or lacy indulgent things that seem
innocent. Undershirts would be excellent... perhaps a
nice lacy camisole. The underwear would have to be white
or pastel. I happen to like cotton a lot for the feel of
that age, but I am sure that something a little silky
with lace would be nice too. I think it would be really
fun to find a camisole/panties set in polka dots... but
I haven't found one that I like yet. Maybe someday I'll
get it if I'm good:)
Hair/Makeup/Perfume/Nails
I have short hair that I wouldn't style for this role. I
think I would like to wear ribbons or pretty little girl
barrettes in my hair to go with my outfit. I think it would
be fun to have lovely little rhinestone pink and white barrettes
to wear with a dress up outfit. I also like kids' jewelry for
this age. I like all the make-believe princess stuff you find
in a child's "dress up" kit or a dime store section
for kids. I think my makeup should be very soft and almost
non-existent to play this age. I like to smell of baby powder
and vanilla... I bathe in baby wash to get that nice child scent.
I think it would be fun to do some playful nails. I like pink nail
polish for this age... or clear gloss. It would be fun to do some
"crazy nails" from children's nail kits though.
Accessories
At this age I really want my teddy bear. I like dolls, tea
sets, Winnie the Pooh, games, puzzles, little record players,
blocks, and such at this age. I REALLY like those little
intricate castle toys that fold out and have all these miniature
treasures and stuff inside... YAY! Intricate toys in miniature
with the "little princess" feel seem to really fascinate
me in that mind frame. This is particularly funny because when I
was a real child, you couldn't have gotten me to play with such
things for all the money in the world... ha-ha.
Attitude
I really like very nonsexual cuddly play at this age. I don't
like heavy discipline. I like to be innocent and feisty... perhaps
a tad too feisty at times. I like to tease and tickle and know
that no matter how I act I'm loved and protected. I like to be
curious and ask a lot of questions at this age. I also like to
be a bit manipulative... but in a sweet way. I like to throw
fits for things... not total baby fits... just pouty fits. I
generally want to be very cute, innocent, good, soft-hearted
and curious... It is very bad for me to deal with a lot of sexual
stuff or meanness when I am in this mindset.
Partner's Role
When I am in this role I want my Daddy. My favorite role for
Daddy to play is the firm but loving disciplinarian that has
a tendency to give into me when I pout. I like him to feel
tenderness with me and the need to defend me from all things
that might hurt my little feelings. It is fun if my partner
sometimes acts a bit manipulative to shock, surprise, or tease
me when I am in this role. I like my partner to be VERY cuddly.
Scenes
I like tender caretaking scenes, feisty exploration, and light
discipline scenes. The tender caretaking ones can include things
like being stroked and kissed tenderly while my partner bathes
me and gets me dressed to go out to the park. Then after letting
pushing me on the swing is sure to take me home and tuck me into
bed after reading me a story and kissing me goodnight. The feisty
scenes can be things like sneaking into things and getting caught
only to be chased around by a partner who is half joking/half
angry parent figure trying to stop me from making more mischief.
The discipline scenes have to be real light. They can be things
like standing in the corner, having to get a spanking, or getting
a lecture.
Motivation
Why be 5 or 6 again? Hmm, good question. Well, it is fun to
PLAY at being that age because it takes all the adult pressures
off of me and just allows me to be that bright confident ball
of kind heartedness that hasn't learned that the world is a
real hard place yet. I think in all honesty, it also helps
me to experience that feeling of unconditional caring that
I have many times lacked in my life. It is nice to escape
into this alternate reality where I can just fling myself
into my Daddy's arms and know it will all be okay...
cause he can fix it all. This is a role that is difficult
for me to go into because betrayal by my partner when I
am in this mindset really hurts... hurts in a very primal
and heartfelt way. When it is done properly though it
relieves me of stress, makes me feel happy, and allows
me to go back to being an adult (after I leave role)
that is a kinder person inside. It is like... a fresh
drink of water for the soul as it were.
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