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Techniques of a Dominant Woman Part 2
by Mistress Michelle
It is a waist-belt, with two ball-stretcher straps as I described
for Harry, except that the vertical straps come up the back across
his buttocks. In consequence his balls are dragged hard back
between his legs-and I do mean hard. Lying along the underside
of his penis is a stiff leather strap about an inch wide, and
this has three short straps fitted, each about a half-inch
wide. The wide strap is laid along his penis and strapped
in position by the three narrow straps buckled very tight
around it. These keep it erect all the time. His penis is
then dragged backward and the wide strap drawn up between
his buttocks and buckled to the belt. It is not possible
to bring this tight right away, but during about fifteen
minutes or so, a hole at a time, it can be done. He has a
long penis, and the tip of it just about reaches his anus.
It is a simple condition. He wears that belt, and he can
dress like a girl while he is working as my slave.
He doesn't wear it-he can get the hell out, anytime.
He stays!
There are times, when I have all these slaves under control,
that my own sexuality rises beyond control. Then I want Betty,
and we usually go to bed because it's more comfortable than
trying to make love on the davenport. I like the slaves to
come to watch, but obviously I don't want them joining in
- and it is always possible that if I overdrove them all at,
once they might just break loose. So I have had a number of
strong hooks cemented into the wall of my bedroom. I put
handcuffs on them all, and fasten the chains of the cuffs
to the hooks in the walls. They just stand around, mostly
on tiptoe, watching. When things get specially exciting, I
can often hear them groaning with desire, which I find very
stimulating. In fact, if I find it too stimulating, I may
stop temporarily making love to Betty, take a whip and beat
the slaves for ten minutes or so. Then I go back to what I
was doing. After all, I do a lot for my slaves; it's only
fair they should do something for me!
I have found that the most important thing for all of us
is to keep them occupied. The enslavement has to be genuine
while it lasts, otherwise no one gets any satisfaction from
it, not even me. As far as I am concerned, these men are my
slaves, all the time. To emphasize this, I keep them all in
chastity-boxes even when they are not with me, because it
pleases me to know that I am exercising control over their
sex lives even when they are away from me. But as soon as
they enter my home, they are my slaves in every detail.
Otherwise I will not have them come.
There are no "observers", apart from Betty and
myself. All are involved. But while I keep them all at
useful work as much as I can, there are obvious limits.
For instance, let no one kid you, it is not always sunny
and warm in California! In fact, it can get very wet and
very cold, so that there is neither opportunity nor need
for gardening or outside maintenance. The whole place is
kept immaculate inside, but even then, there are limits to
how much can be done. I don't want pots of paint around all
the time!
Sometimes, being rather desperate to keep the slaves at work
in winter, I have had half a dozen or more on their knees all
evening, cleaning the floor of our very large kitchen, It is
floored with quarry tiles, sealed so all they normally need
is a wash. For mere occupation I sometimes have them lick
the whole floor clean with their tongues, allotting each
one so many tiles. With their hands cuffed behind them,
mostly naked and with their white butts sticking up in
the air, they make an amusing sight. But I cannot repeat
this too often, obviously. I keep this occupation only
for a real emergency, when everyone seems to grow a bit
bored. While they are washing the floor, I supervise the
job with my favorite whip, and by the time the job is
finished, those buttocks are usually scarlet instead of
white. And the groans are genuine, because I use a whip
with considerable skill and experience.
Still, there's times when all I want to do is curl up
with a good book, or watch a TV show. And if I have six
or seven slaves around the place I have to keep them out
of mischief. So, I bought some stunning Italian-designed
and made furniture, made of chrome tube with soft leather
cushions. And I had some of the slaves modify the furniture
for me, drilling holes and fitting bolts to hold straps.
When I am in the mood for a cozy evening by the fire, I
collect the slaves who are around at the time and have
them fitted up with the various appliances I like them
to wear. Then I position them on the furniture and Betty
and I strap them tight in place. Two, for instance, are
strapped to the arms of the five-seat lounge, usually
head-down, with their hair at floor level and their feet
at the top of the lounge, and facing out so I can see that
they are nicely erect all the time. Three more can be
strapped, kneeling and leaning hard backward, to the legs
of the circular coffee table.
Two more, standing, can be strapped. to the floor lamp.
I don't like to be interrupted while I am reading or watching
TV, so I always gag them at such times. I keep a supply of
custom-made leather gags for the purpose, which makes it
easy. With them all in position, I can settle down for three
or four hours, knowing that my slaves are out of mischief. I
like to know they are there, completely at my disposal,
helpless and inert, all their thoughts, and all their lives
at that time entirely devoted to me and under my control.
So long as I am not reading, if I am watching some light
show that does not need much concentration, I may let Gustav,
if he is there-and he usually is-earn himself some money by
moving from one slave to the other in turn, masturbating or
performing fellatio on them. He never makes a sound; he dare
not because he knows that I would beat him until he howled if
he disturbed me. Subconsciously I am aware of his pain, and
the anxiety he suffers from in case he should have an emission
while that probe is held tight in his meatus. At the same time,
I know how much he despises and hates himself because he has to
do such demeaning things. It is not pleasant for him to be a
male prostitute, but at the same time, that is what he wants.
Very strange.
And there are times when nothing will satisfy me but to have
them all whipped until they scream, one after the other. In
that mood, I like to sit and watch, while Betty does the
whipping. Betty, of course is also my slave, but I love her
as well, which makes it rather different. I do not whip her
often, and then only in private. And when there has been a
general whipping, that is when I need Betty most of all, so
it pleases me too.
As I told you, my problem has always been that I have more
willing slaves than I can cope with. There is a physical
limit to the number I want to deal with at one time. But
they beg and plead just to be allowed to come to the house;
just to sit or even stand, against a wall or in a corner,
fully dressed or naked as I prefer, in pain or out of it.
About a year ago I decided that I could do something about
this, which would be nice for all of us. The idea came just
as the weather turned bad, which was convenient as I had a
lot of labor going spare. We have a large basement, most of
which is unused. There is one very big room next to the
garage which is empty. It has a simple concrete floor,
walls and ceiling, but it can be heated or air conditioned
according to the time of year, although we had never used it.
I told the slaves what I wanted, and left them to it.
Within a couple of days there was enough lumber and nails,
tools and paint to build a house. Along one wall they built
me ten closets, each eighteen inches wide, and a foot deep,
with a strong wood door. I had four of them built eight feet
high, four were four feet high and the remaining two only three
feet high. In the eight foot ones they fixed a chain with
wristlets, and in the smaller ones wristlets of metal were
screwed direct to the side walls. I could now accommodate ten
slaves for any length of time. Four of them had to stand on a
block while the wristlets were fastened. Then the block would
be removed, leaving them strained with their arms high over
their heads.
Four more had their wrists clamped to the side-walls, so that
they had to stand bent forward to get into the four-foot height.
The remaining two were also fastened by the wrists, and they had
to crouch down with their knees almost hitting their chins. The
doors could be locked.
On the other wall I had them build for me ten very small boxes
with top lids made in two parts. Along the join of the lids,
they cut three round holes, the edges of which were covered
with foam and soft leather. We did some experiments with the
boxes, and found they could be no more than two feet high,
eighteen inches wide and two feet deep. The slave gets into
the box and kneels down as low as he can get. Then the lid
is closed down, with his head and hands protruding through
the holes, so he cannot withdraw them. Then the lid is
locked fast.
That's all there is. Nothing more. I thought this would
make it possible for me to keep my surplus slaves out of
trouble for years to come, and for the first couple of
months it was rare to have more than three or four of
them there. But its popularity grew and today it is a
rare evening that the cellar room is not full. All that
happens is that they must undress, and then they are
confined in the place I have allocated to them. They
have no choice. They usually arrive about 8 p.m., and
get released about midnight, by which time they can
hardly stand. Sometimes I go down there and inspect
them, but that is all that happens. The ones in the
closets, sometimes come aware of the bright light as
I open the door for a moment. Then they are in the dark
again, not knowing whether they have to wait ten minutes
for final release, or three hours. The ones in the boxes
can see me, and I can see their faces, lined and creased
often with the strain and pain of their posture. But there
is no sound, because all are securely gagged.
I guess to many people it must seem a strange way to pass
an evening, and often five or six in succession, but they
obviously like it because they keep coming back, more and
more often. I certainly like it, to feel that all these
men are under my control, my domination, voluntarily,
without my having to lift a finger. I have had the basement
full and as many as ten active slaves upstairs all at one
time, and it's rare for there to be less than six free and
eight or ten in the basement.
Some of the basement slaves alternate with the upstairs
ones, but most of the prisoners downstairs seem to prefer
that kind of treatment and do not wish to change. With the
free ones, I make frequent changes of occupation and
interest, not only to please myself, but also to prevent
them from getting bored and to keep them happy! For
instance, I may decree that for a week they are all
to dress like teenage boys, or even younger. Or I may
want them all dressed as young girls, or entirely naked,
depending on my mood. It amuses me to set them hunting
and shopping for frilly panties, bras and stockings,
knowing how much embarrassment this must cause them.
There is a kind of power in that too.
Leo, of course, is in a different category, at one time
more privileged and more deeply enslaved. His slavery
extends unbroken from one week's end to the next, with
no let up. He sleeps every night on a rubber air-bed on
the floor at the foot of the big bed which Betty and I
share. His last chore at night is to put away our clothes
and tidy the bathroom; his first in the morning to bring
us orange juice and coffee. Always he must be willing,
obliging and cheerful. I don't like scowling aces around
me. And he knows that there is a penalty for failing to
give me a bright smile and a polite greeting. At such
times I use on him one of a variety of hoods that I have
bought and had made over the years. Poor Leo! He hates
wearing hoods. But, of course, he puts them on without
a murmur, simply because he knows that if once he tried
to resist he would be a slave without a mistress!
He has seen me get rid of several slaves quite ruthlessly.
I never allow a slave back in the house once he has made
any resistance to anything that is done to him. It is either
total obedience, or the deal is off-as it would be with Leo
too.
And in addition to the hoods, when he is in disgrace I make
him dress in old, ill-fitting, torn and ragged clothes, so
that lie looks a bit like Cinderella.
This too, he hates because his chief pleasure in life is to
think of himself as a pretty little girl. When he is hooded
and dressed in a ragged gown, with trodden-down old shoes on
his bare feet, he wears such a hang-dog look, with his
shoulders drooping! But after all, to avoid it all he has
to do is to remember in detail what I require in my personal
slave. Then he stays out of trouble, except for an occasional
whipping. I have one brown leather hood that I specially like
to use on him at any reasonable excuse-and sometimes, to be
honest, without one.
I bought this one on a trip to Hamburg a couple of years
ago. It is made of what they call "boiled leather",
from which I gather that they literally boil the very thick
leather until it is soft and pliable. Then they mold it over
a wooden shape of a head and face and leave it to dry out.
When dry, it is hard and stiff like the sole of a shoe.
Inside there is a thick layer of foam rubber, and at back
a large panel which opens so the hood will fit right over
Leo's head and face.
There are two holes, one opposite each eye, and there is a
shiny brass trap-door at the mouth, large enough to get a
spoon in. The back panel fastens with straps and bright
brass buckles, and when it is closed a brass rod is pushed
through all the straps.
Then a loop at the end of the rod is locked to a loop
fixed to the hood.
So, with this hood on, I can keep Leo like that for days
on end. He knows that when he gets to wear it, it will be
a long session, because he can feed through the trap-door,
and use a straw for drinking through. He can see well enough
to do his work. The foam rubber presses against his head and
face and closes over his ears too. At first I found this
inconvenient, until one of my other slaves fitted a deaf-aid
to the hood. Now Leo wears a plug in his left ear, and when
I want to give him an order, I switch it on. For the rest
of the time it is not inconvenient for him to be deprived
of hearing.
When he is wearing it, I notice him sometimes, feeling the
cold, hard leather, highly polished, with his finger-tips
as if trying to feel his own face under it. After about a
week in that hood he seems quite dazed for a day or so.
I have another hood for short-term severe punishment. This
is a large, strong bag made of canvas coated with rubber.
It fits right over his head and fastens at the neck with a
tight strap and a chain and lock over it. The only opening
is a narrow-bore rubber tube which goes through the canvas
in front of his nose. To the end of the tube is attached
one of those rubber pumps used to inflate an air-bed.
With that hood on, Leo has to pump, literally for his life!
Not much air gets through that tube at each squeeze of the
pump, so he has to work it at around a hundred strokes a
minute just to keep going. And he dare not stop. From time
to time I can see him panic, until he recovers and carries
on pumping. I kept him in that hood once for ten hours, and
when it was taken off, he cried himself to sleep! He was a
nervous wreck.
A couple of months ago it occurred to me to have Gustav
masturbate him while he was wearing the hood. He had been
pumping with quiet desperation for about two hours when he
first felt Gustav's lips on his penis and his fingers holding
his balls. Leo jumped as though he had been shot, and stopped
pumping, until he suddenly realized he was stifling.
After that, no matter what Gustav did to him, he pumped and
pumped. Even when, after about an hour I nodded to Gustav
to finish him off, Leo did not stop pumping...
I have been told that I am nothing more than a lesbian
who hates men.
What answer can I give to that? Except to say, "You
may be right!"
Naming names gets no one anyplace. But if it's true, I'll
say let another girl stand up and be counted who is able
to have about thirty men at one time jumping up and down
in a state of sexual excitement, without her ever laying
as much as a finger on them! I know I treat my slaves
cruelly-but if you can understand it, I also use them
with compassion. In fact, we are all real friends. There's
not one of them I wouldn't trust in an emergency; there's
not one who would not do anything1for me if I let them. In
fact, their only complaint is that I will not allow any of
them to do anything out of the line of slavery. Because that
is the way we are and the way we live, all of these men are
successful and most of them are rich. But I want nothing
from them except what they want to give - total obedience.
Of course, they cheat! They all know by now that I would
at once return a piece of valuable jewelry, and that a
second offer would result in banishment. But they have
found that I am soft about flowers and plants, with the
result that some days the house looks almost like a
funeral parlor!
Just once - it was about three months after I had the
basement finished and it was being used to capacity
almost every night-I told Barrie that I had to have a
hundred thousand dollars by the following afternoon.
I let him believe that I was being seriously blackmailed.
At 2 p.m. the next day, seven of my slaves arrived within
ten minutes of one another, although they do not usually
come until 6 p.m. at the earliest and always call first
to make sure it is convenient. Between them they brought
a hundred thousand dollars in cash, old, unmarked notes.
Two brought their guns and one brought a private detective
who had two guns!
I told them what I had done; that I had just idly wondered
how genuine were their professions of regard and loyalty
for their mistress. I apologized for the trouble I had
caused and thanked them all most sincerely. The net result
was that I ended up with another slave-the private eye-who
is a charming man. He cannot often come because so much of
his work is at odd hours, but when he does he is a very
satisfactory slave indeed-and in the meantime he is one
of my "sexless club" because he too has to wear
a chastity box!
Now, these were the men I told you about. You know the way
I treat them, depriving them of sex, yet doing everything
possible to increase their desire for it. I humiliate them,
I torture them, I make them dress up in clothes that usually
do not suit them. I whip them and I lock them up for hours
at a time, night after night. And apart from an occasional,
and often very painful masturbation they have to live like
monks. Yet, when they thought I was in trouble, look what
happened. They turned up, ready to pay up, or do battle,
without any question at all. So I'm a "lesbian who
hates men?" If I am, you may be damn sure that men
don't hate me!
Recently I decided that all my slaves should learn the
delights of extremely high heels, since so many of them
seem keen on them. I knew it would take a long time to
get all the boots made, so in the meantime I had two
of the slaves make up some simple substitutes. All it
took was three straps, a metal ring and a length of
chain, with a metal rod about six inches long. Each
slave needed a pair of these, so I had them make up
10 pairs. One strap is buckled around the leg below
the knee and another around the ankle, just above the
joint. The third goes around the foot at the arch. The
six-inch rod is attached to the back of the ankle-strap.
To fit this "boot", the metal ring with chain
attached is passed around the big toe. The foot is
"pointed" and the strap drawn along the sole
of the foot under the strap at the arch. It continues
over the back of the heel to the end of the long rod,
which is bent into a loop through which the chain is
threaded.
Finally, pulled really tight, the chain is attached to
the strap below the knee. Result-the foot is firmly held
"pointed", with the foot itself almost in a
straight line with the leg, as though the wearer was
wearing eight-inch spike heels-but without the support
they would give. When they had all been fitted, I told
them to stand up-whereupon most of them sat down again,
fast.
It was half an hour before they could all stand, and a
couple of hours before they could even hobble, let alone
walk. However, on this occasion both Betty and I helped
them concentrate-with our whips, and at the end of the
night they were doing quite well. The next day they were
all lame, but within a week they were all managing to walk
well in their "invisible boots". I kept them in
these training devices until the boots were ready, and in
consequence they were able to settle into eight-inch heels
without anything more than a sigh of relief.
About a year ago I received a proposition from a man who
was my slave for a short time. He was a "rich
millionaire", who owned a small island in the
Bahamas. He wanted to set up there a regular penal
colony, with a cell-block, a torture chamber and all
the luxuries, and to run it as a commercial proposition.
He reckoned that men with plenty of money to spend would
pay five times as much for two weeks there as they would
at a five-star hotel.
Up to that point I did not disagree with him. However, the
next step was that he wanted me to manage it. He offered
me twenty-five percent of the action and a guaranteed salary,
tax free that appealed in amount even to me, although I don't
have to wonder where the next thousand is coming from.
I took a day and night to think it over. When he called next
evening I told him not to call, and that I did not wish to
see him again, ever. He was banished. I guess he never did
understand why I turned him down. Some people are so insensitive!
I'm not, at least in my own estimation which is all I care about,
a high-class Madam running an irregular house. I'm just a woman
with unusual desires who has surrounded herself with a lot of
friends who share the reverse side of her desires. In filling
their needs, she fills her own. And she's got some good friends
as a result.
That's all there is to it, and I would no more commercialize
it than I would hand my card around to barmen and become a
call-girl. I'm not condemning call-girls either. In their
circumstances maybe I'd have been one. Who knows. But if I
had fallen for that proposition I would have been like them,
without their excuse of poverty and difficult circumstances.
So I shall continue to run my slave-farm and to operate my
stud of unsexed men for as long as we all enjoy it. When
the joy goes out of it all, for all of us, then I shall
move away, taking Leo and Betty with me, and settle down
to a quiet life with my girl-lover and my man-slave for
the rest of my life. But somehow I think it's going to be
a long time before that happens!
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