Age Play: Baby (0-2 yrs. old)

by Little Girl Lost

The most unusual and delicate role for me to play is that of an infant. I have only done it on less than a handful of occasions and then only somewhat grudgingly after swimming in subspace for awhile. I fight this role a lot. It is an extremely vulnerable situation that I have to be somewhat cajoled into. I have found some of the incidents to be very emotionally satisfying though. The baby role puts me in the headspace of a pre-verbal child 2 yrs. old or under. The baby reacts to things in very simple ways. The world confuses her and she only knows if she is enjoying something or not enjoying it.

Clothing
The standard piece of equipment for adult baby play is the diaper. It seems like Attends are the most "diaper like" of all the products out there. Aside from that, I have only worn a baby blue soft sheer baby gown with lace on it.

Hair/Makeup/Perfume/Nails
I wouldn't mess with this stuff. I may have on very very light makeup. I like the idea of hair ribbons or barrets. The smell is easily acquired by a lot of baby powder and the use of other baby products.

Accessories
At this age you just can't be without a proper pacifier, bottle, and stuffed toy of some sort. I like the very elegant types that are more decorative and made for very wealthy people's children. I like things like silver decorative baby spoons and brush sets... intricate and lacy baby books with pictures.

Attitude
I am always MAD when someone tries to put me into baby space. I get REALLY tricky about trying to evade it in any way possible. I pout, crack jokes, rage, and react in all kinds of unpredictable ways. Once I am there though... it is really a very peaceful and nurturing place to be. I usually play a very confused and clueless infant that just reacts to her environment and takes joy in very simple things.

Partner's Role
When I am in this role, sexual stuff is really a violation. I HAVE had sex in this role and had it work for me in a rather intense way... but I don't think that it is something I would seek out a lot. I need tenderness and nurturing when I am in this role. Any discipline, extreme behavior, BDSM, or sexual stuff is going to effect me in a really amplified way that may make me feel very sad and violated.

Scenes
I like tender things like bathing, tucking me into bed, telling me stories, and yes... even the dreaded diapering (although I myself don't go in for the messing of diapers... just the wearing of them as props).

Motivation
Well, I am usually only in this role if my partner takes me there. It is not an easy one for me to go to and it embarrasses the hell out of me even to speak of it. It isn't that I find anything wrong with it... it is just that I am very vulnerable beyond words while I am in it. I have found that it is an attractive concept to me at times and I WANT to be pushed into it because it allows me to rage and then just let go of all my sense of shame, responsibility, and adult thinking and take some unconditional nurturing. This is not some light play activity for me. It is a heavy psychological event that can act as a kind of therapy. I establish an incredible trust with my partner after such a thing and a feeling of well-being and calm that are hard to describe. It is not a sexual high at all really... but a psychological one.